Contententedness + Acceptance = Happinesss

I stopped writing because I eschewed from saddness. I started to have a new mindset. It's a more careless but happier one. This made writing harder as I no longer triumphed in making the bad seem good. I was no longer naive and started to see the world for what it is and I accepted it. I accepted that people are cruel, I accepted i'm a little damaged. I accepted that sometims life can just be shit.

How could this be a happier mindset? When all I have done is adapted myself to the acceptance of such a negative thoughts. Peopke are curel. I'm damaged and life is shit.

By me admitting this to myself i have become free. Free from false expectations. Free from judgement.

FALSE EXPECTTIONS?

-Humankind is good

-The world can be at peace

-Everyone is comfortable

By not havong these false expectations I have a lower standard of happiness. For me 1 act of kindness outweighs 5 acts of cruelty. Why? I know it's harder to go out of your for someone than it is to hurt someone. You may not agree with me and that's okay, but the fact is only a handful of people are going to inconveinence themselves for another's sake and to me thoes people are more powerful than thoese who do harm.

JUDGEMENT?

-My mistakes

-My success

-My feelings

-My choices

People will judge my mistakes they'll judge my success. My emotions will be judged and so will my life choices. I am now free of this judgement. How? By not letting it be my problem, I am content with the way I live my life and the person I am. If you're not then don't invole yourself with MY LIFE.

People need to stop being so involed with other people's personal lives and start to do more for themselves. If you enjoy going out every weekend. DO IT. If you enjoy staying in every weekend. DO IT. Whatever you choose to do it's your life. There is no right or wrong way to live it aslong as you not affections others in the process. Stop trying to be live your life through other people's expectations. Be content and true within yourself and you should never be in a rutt of unhappiness.

I have accepted I'm a little damaged but everyone is in some way. I accepted that not every moment of life is joyful or fun but sometimes the pain and hurt of life exceeds the happiness as it teaches you to have gratitude for the finer parts of life.

To All

"Take it easy"

-Tara xoxo